i just want to spend all of my time with you
i think that is too possessive
i just like being around you
do you feel the same way i feel
can i trust myself to trust you
i hate feeling like i don't know
whenever i get the feeling...that empty, boiling pain in my stomach...i need to have something to do to make it better
what can i do
i am glad we talked about drugs
drugs scare me because i feel stupid
i wish i was alright with feeling stupid
i wish i wasn't an idiot about being inferior
i don't need to be better than everyone...i hate that
but i think i am
i am nothing sometimes
i am so fucking lame
i hate feeling this way
this is only feeding it