One More Secret

This is the space usually occupied by angry, embittered outpourings of jealousy and hurt.

Not anymore, that is...not like it used to be.

Christopher and I are engaged.

Engaged!

It's the strangest, most surreal feeling to think of our now-solidified committment.
I just want to get going on the rest of our lives together right now.

I'll admit that right now I am feeling a slight amount of jealousy at he and the rest of everyone's probable activities for the evening.
I mean, I was going to eat the magical mushrooms as well...yay Charlie!

But it wasn't to be for now.
I am going to try and get some here anyway.

But overall, the wistful semi-jealousy I had felt is now more of an "oh, well" feeling.

This is much better.