I think I am going to do it

I've almost made a decision that I am sure could be detrimental to my "friendship" with Chris.

I'm going to steal it.
I'm going to steal the Book of Shadows.

Why, I ask myself...

...because it's off limits and I want to.
I am being the biggest bitch in the world right now because my heart and my head are in terrible coincidence. We are not where we thought we would be...and yet somehow, he is where he wants to be.

I almost hate you for that except that I can think back on the good times, the romantic times where life was so surreal...ideal even.

Whatever, you've signed off, I've begun to callous.
Stab me with something.