Whenever It Seemed Right, It Was

I'm really growing quite tired of being disappointed by Christopher.
It's like he's repeatedly (and successfully) attempting to place as much purposed distance between us as possible.

I'm at a point where I'm frustrated with his behavior last night with regard to leaving Jina with Rod.

Thanks for the trustworthiness.

Now I just want to be through with he, Jenny, and that whole mess of a past.
I've never fully understood the whole "be careful not to cut off all of your old friends 'cause when the new ones leave you'll be all alone" concept, but right now I think I'm starting to see why it is that some choose not to heed such warnings.

Maybe I just need to lose myself in what I'm doing.
Work a lot.
Get prepared for school.
Spend what time I may with John.

And others.

We'll see how everything pans out and I'm glad to know that at least I'll have Sammy back.
It's comical to me how the situation between Sammy and I has hinged upon whether or not Chris and I were friends.

Actually it's somewhat lame.

But as Joel and I agreed on the phone Chris is by necessity a thing of the past.

We'll see whether or not Jenny and I can salvage anything but I'm sure that guttersnipe, bottom-dwelling trollop of a child formerly known as my boyfriend has already planted seeds of dissent amongst the impressionable troughs of her questionably fertile mind.

A little verbal refuse, if you will.