it's happening

we're having the talk that i hate, i dread, i sicken at the thought of its necessity

why am i so afraid of this, what is it that hurts so badly?

we're not through yet, we're not decided...

an yet he seems so unsteady...it's like he doesn't want it but he can't stand to say it

i can understand this absolutely, but then what good is understanding? what will it do but make it all the more apparant why he is right (or perhaps wrong, would that hurt?)

"i don't know" seems popular