Hot tea and the fresh feel of cleanliness

I'm off to a lovely start with regards to the day tomorrow.
I've already cleaned myself, practically dressed myself (it's all planned out), and prepared myself for all of the knowledge likely to invade my brain over the course of my classes.

And then it's off to yet another night working for this new machine.
I feel like a necessary gear in the mechanism and yet sometimes it feel so easy to lose myself in the impression I get of the whole crazy mess of this new establishment.
I'm maintaining my optimism with fierce determination and I'm additionally resolute in my will to make life happy for myself and those the closest to me.

I'm just feeling a bit worn down.