Arriving yet again at this tentative place

I feel like my muse is beginning to make occasional visits now.
As if she's decided to forgive me for whatever wrongs of laziness or falsehood I might have committed against her.

These visits have begun to feel like rewards and respites all of their own.
And I am of the mindset that my happiness is on its way back to me as well.
Although it tends to be much more elusive than even my spirited muse.